I enjoy reading about myself, er, other people, lol. Seriously, though, with as many personality tests out there, we ought to take at least a few to identify our traits and better accommodate our existence in this world. If you haven’t guessed, I’m a proponent for individual understanding and discovery to better fit into roles more fitting for us. I mean, I don’t like feeling forced into a box. I’m sure very few do. And yet, I hear, way too often, how unhappy some people are in their current mass-fitted jobs, situations, etc. None of us were meant to conform to box standards. God is a creative, in fact, the Creator. Of us. And no two of us are alike. We are gifted with divergent traits, abilities, interests, perspectives, and coping methods. Wouldn’t it be beneficial to really understand how we’re each wired and where we really should strive to be, what we really should strive to do in life?
 
Until I learned, years ago, that I am in a personality group comprised of less than 1% of the population, I often felt lost, not seeming to fit in to a lot of different environments. Makes sense now, and I’ve since joined an empowering Christian support group for those with the same personality type (support groups exist, even for us odd birds!). That is, according to the Myers-Briggs Type Indicator: INFJ - “The Advocate.” (If you’re an Introverted Intuitive Feeling Judging person, too, here is a helpful link for more information about that:
https://www.lifereaction.com/infj-personality-advocate/)

Directly below, you’ll find a link to a personality test I find fascinatingly accurate, at least it was for me. You can spend twelve minutes test-taking and then read forty-something pages about yourself! Fun, right?
 
Take the test:
https://www.16personalities.com/free-personality-test
 
Well, I’ll leave you to it. For your pleasure (for those who like classic rock, anyway), here is music and video with a fine display of diverse personalities, for sure. 😊 Enjoy.
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Here it is, the last day of January, and ever since the beginning of the New Year, I’ve witnessed many people talk about wrapping 2017 around a single word. What one word will be your emblematic motto?
 
I’ve always had a Biblical verse as the theme for an oncoming twelve months, never a single word. After pondering, I finally deliberated that my word is Onward. I don’t have new plans for this year, per se, but I have pre-set plans that, unless the Good Lord deems otherwise, I intend to accomplish. So…onward I go. My word just happens to coincide with my verse for this year: “Commit your work to the Lord, and your plans will be established.” Proverbs 16:3
 
To help inspire me, I’ve posted near my desk a recent drawing my son did. It’s a ten-second sketch, but speaks volumes of how he sees me. How I interpret, anyway. In the rough outline, I see most of all, diligence. Diligence is a part of my name…literally, my birth name means diligent harvester. And back in the day, a few I’d toured with didn’t call me “Tenacious Tessa” for nothing. All of this is a part of me still, and accompanies my present word for a 2017 focus, Onward.
 
Another word has snuck up, however; more like hammering me in the head everywhere I turn. That is, Meekness. It’s a word definition I seem drawn to, yet hear very little about in this day of narcissistic society. The world tends to interpret meekness as weakness or wimpy. Truth is it takes more strength to hold your tongue when you want to give a what-for, to exhibit kindness regardless of circumstance, and to portray leadership partnered with humility, a humble leader, putting others first. When I recently heard a sermon by Mark Hoffman/2RC on the topic of meekness, I learned a perfect definition for the word. Meekness is “Strength under control.” That is definitely something for which I wish to wrap not only my year but also my entire life around.
 
Okay, so maybe I have two words this year. To sum it up, I strongly desire to have a year of pressing onward with meekness. How about you? What might be your word?

Some authors know right away in what genre they’ll write and the audience for whom they’ll work hard to prepare manuscripts. I admire those authors who stick with one heading, for I've always had trouble classifying my writing…a little this, a little that. When a particular interview gave me fodder for a little on-the-spot transformation (talk about impromptu), what I had planned to say was never said, yet the things I hadn't planned to say seemed to have already been spoken.

“What do you write?” the inquirer asked.

Something more categorically concrete should have come out of my mouth, such as romance, or political intrigue, or fantasy, but before I could formulate those thoughts the answer readily answered for me. It was already there. “I write forgiveness.”

“What does that mean? Who do you write for?”

Forgiveness literature is something that spans across all of humanity, regardless of where we tread in life. In that sense, I suppose I write for everyone. At the same time, I don’t think I write for everyone. My books wouldn't appeal to someone, say, who only wants fiction like their eggs, light and fluffy—not that there’s anything wrong with that.

Whatever the genre, the common thread for my writing is forgiveness. Forgiveness brings healing. That’s my focal point. There is much in this world that is broken. I don’t know why but I see it so much of the time, awareness that things, situations, people are hurting or distressed. Things need fixed. Forgiveness is like a fragrant balm that lingers, constantly reminding me that without it there would be no classification. Without it I’m not sure I’d write romance, or political intrigue, or fantasy, or anything at all. I write forgiveness fiction. The rest works itself out.

Branding remains an enigma for me as a genre-blended writer. I find it sticky to pinpoint author taglines, even after clarifying discussions. The topic has even entered my dreams. In one someone asked, “What kind of writer are you?” Working my jaw as if chewing a cud, I answered, “Mooooo” which transitioned into “nooooo!”

Even if I settle, the market today is such a crapshoot (marketing gurus may cringe) that something which works today might not tomorrow.

Creativity is like wind, unpredictable. A writer is like a wild mustang… You know it’s a horse (author). You can expect certain characteristics such as neighing, rearing, and tossing its mane (message, although variable). What you don’t know is where it’ll go (what he/she will do next) and how (medium)—while stirred by the wind.

Leo Tolstoy said, “If you want to be happy, be.” On that note, if you want to write, write. Perhaps a perfect depiction will come in the process. If not, maybe versatile and free will come to the minds of observers.