TESSA STOCKTON, NOVELIST
  • Home
  • Books
  • Bio
  • Blogette
 

Not with a Bang

1/4/2018

3 Comments

 
Instead of coziness and festivity, my holiday season brought cold, hard challenges. A sudden death, (a tribute to my precious mother can be viewed at the following link: http://laconnerweeklynews.com/main.asp?SectionID=7&SubSectionID=33&ArticleID=1559&TM=41702.54), unforeseen travel and expenses, illnesses in the family leading to hospital stays, a long term writing/work project I’d invested in unexpectedly terminated… Long story short, in the span of a month it felt like undergoing a series of swift firm stomach punches. Stress finally knocked me off my feet with vertigo, and I was reeling adrift, like a storm-tossed vessel desperately in need of recovery.
 
Strangely enough, vertigo, although an awful sensation, was a blessing. It forced me to keep still, and through it I heard God’s voice through the currents of commotion. He addressed a particular scripture. “He who was seated on the throne said, ‘I am making everything new!’ Then he said, ‘Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.’" (Revelation 21:5).
 
Realization smacked me that I’m in a time of transformation. So, too, those nearest me with altering decisions yet to be made. The words of Vladimir Nabokov have come to mind. “Transformation… Transformation is a marvelous thing. I am thinking especially of the transformation of butterflies. Though wonderful to watch, transformation…is not a particularly pleasant process for the subject involved.”
 
For me, the New Year came in not with a jubilant bang but a hushed dawning. The following writer expressed a sentiment better than could I:
Picture
So, as 2018 wraps around you, may you embrace each day. Find something to be grateful for each morning as you rise to face the trials life brings. Troubles are a part of our existence. They will always come and go. But with intention, sometimes just by donning in a moment a humble spirit of thanksgiving, we can endure and expand hope to greater proportions.

With love,
Tessa
3 Comments
Eric Thomas
1/7/2018 09:42:48 am

Sorry for your loss, Sis and for your unforeseen upheavals Yet you are still here as vibrant a soul as ever which, to me, means so much more joy to come . :-)

HUGS!!!!

Reply
Tessa Stockton link
1/8/2018 10:46:33 am

Thank you, my dear brother in Christ. Your thoughtful words are encouraging and oh-so deeply appreciated! :)

Reply
www.resumeshelpservice.com link
12/6/2018 12:43:20 pm

I am sorry to hear this, and I feel sorry for everything that happened during holiday season. Just like you, I experienced losing someone I love before a new year started for me. I lost my eldest sister in diabetes and it was a hard phase for me I never thought that could happen to me. It was painful and I endured all days without her presence. But I don't have the choice but to move on. I am sure you will overcome this one day, once you are prepared!

Reply

Your comment will be posted after it is approved.


Leave a Reply.

    Picture

    Tessa

    is a storyteller, and a transcript editor. She's also a Romans 8:28 kind of Jewish girl ...
    "All things work together for good"

    Picture


    ​NEW TITLE OUT​

    Picture
    GET BOOK

    Picture

    SUSPENSION
    A short story
    ​​FREE at Select stores
    ​

    Get SUSPENSION

    Picture
    Picture

    For Tessa's new
    ​book alerts:

    SUBSCRIBE
    Picture

    VIEW BLOGGER PROFILE

    Picture
    Picture

    RSS Feed

    Archives

    January 2023
    December 2022
    November 2022
    October 2022
    August 2022
    July 2022
    June 2022
    April 2022
    March 2022
    January 2022
    December 2021
    November 2021
    October 2021
    August 2021
    June 2021
    May 2021
    April 2021
    January 2021
    December 2020
    November 2020
    October 2020
    September 2020
    August 2020
    June 2020
    May 2020
    April 2020
    March 2020
    February 2020
    January 2020
    December 2019
    November 2019
    August 2019
    July 2019
    June 2019
    May 2019
    April 2019
    February 2019
    January 2019
    July 2018
    February 2018
    January 2018
    November 2017
    October 2017
    September 2017
    August 2017
    July 2017
    June 2017
    May 2017
    March 2017
    February 2017
    January 2017
    December 2016
    November 2016
    October 2016
    August 2016
    July 2016
    June 2016
    May 2016
    April 2016
    March 2016
    February 2016
    January 2016
    December 2015
    November 2015
    October 2015
    September 2015
    August 2015
    July 2015
    June 2015
    May 2015
    April 2015
    March 2015
    February 2015
    January 2015
    December 2014
    October 2014
    September 2014
    August 2014
    July 2014
    June 2014
    May 2014
    April 2014
    March 2014
    February 2014
    January 2014
    December 2013
    November 2013
    October 2013
    September 2013
    August 2013
    July 2013
    June 2013
    May 2013
    April 2013
    March 2013
    February 2013
    January 2013
    December 2012
    November 2012
    October 2012
    September 2012
    August 2012
    July 2012
    June 2012
    May 2012
    April 2012
    March 2012
    February 2012
    January 2012
    December 2011
    November 2011

    Picture
“For in him we live, and move, and have our being”—Acts 17:28
​
CONTACT

COPYRIGHT © 2023 TESSA STOCKTON. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.
  • Home
  • Books
  • Bio
  • Blogette